Its all about my college…my 12th college.For the 1st time ive been here,The world is like WTH & OMG Its kinda weird for being in this college for the 1st time.But then I think its quite fun though I walk along the pathway Alone Thinking would myself can cope thru all this? Deepest in my heart said ‘yeahh babe of course,u gonna make it true” From day to day i am so excited to study bout da new environment which I have to get thru for this 3 years onwards. My coursemate is sumhow crazy yet brainy They re lookin odd to me at the first sight But when the times goes by everyone seemss nice and friendly The Lecturer s also are very dedicate and frenly too… The most important thing, I get thru all this I gain new friends and also bffs And The happening roommate is like a GiVen from YOU Ive enjoyed bein ere ands its quite sad for the holidays when the flowers is goin to bloom BOOgIE PaCAK mAKTam der my new bffs that meant a lot for me der oweys der Oweys backin up when I wuz down N I Love U guys! & LY 12TH College X.O.X.O
the lyrics is very meaningful to me..hope to have a guy to dedicate this lovely song to me one day
Baby (x11)
I'm So Glad...
I Will Never Find Another Lover Sweeter Than You Sweeter Than You And I Will Never Find Another Lover More Precious Than You More Precious Than You Girl You Are.. Close To Me You're Like My Mother, Close To Me You're Like My Father, Close To Me You're Like My Sister, Close To Me You're Like My Brother And You Are The Only One My Everything And For You This Song I Sing....
All My Life I Prayed For Someone Like You And I Thank God That I..That I Finally Found You All My Life I Prayed For Someone Like You And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too
I'd Send You All That I'm Thinking Of........Baby
Said I Promise To Never Fall In Love With A Stranger You're All I'm Thinking Of I Praise The Lord Above For Sending Me Your Love I Cherish Every Hug I Really Love You
All My Life (Ohhhh..Baby, Baby) I Prayed For Someone Like You And I Thank God That I...That I Finally Found You All My Life I Prayed For Someone Like You And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too
You're All That I Ever Know, When You Smile All My Face Always Seems To Glow, You Turned My Life Around, You Picked Me Up When I Was Down, You're All That I've Ever Known, When You Smile My Face Glows You Picked Me Up When I Was Down Say...You're All That I've Ever Known When You Smile My Face Glows You Picked Me Up When I Was Down And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too
And All My Life I Prayed For Someone Like You And I Thank God That I..That I Finally Found You All My Life I Prayed For Someone Like You Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too
All My Life I Prayed For Someone Like You And I Thank God That I ..That I Finally Found You All My Life I Prayed For Someone Like You Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too
(Fading) And All My Life I Prayed For Someone Like You And I Thank God That I...That I Finally Found You.....
dah geng2 aku semua melepakkan diri they all kat sini aku follow jek r
aku lao balik bilik pon duk tido jek
entah lah
hari ni xdak mood nak tido sangat
kadang2 tu aku selalu terpikir
biler lah aku nk dapat pengganti si dia ni
ermmm
aku ader banyak kenalan tapi semua cam nak main2 jek
aku dah bosan dah ar dengan kawan2 yang ader udang di sebalik mee rebus ni
namer pon lelaki
pantang nampak perempuan
biler depan aku belakang aku lain
sakitnyer ati
orang lain semua dah berpunya
naper aku belum lagi
yer lah
mungkin bab aku ni milih sangat
yer ar
ader yang nak aku aku g tinggalkan
sampai budak tu serik dah
dah cer lao korang jadi aku tetibe ader mamat psycho suker kat ko then tulih kat myspace dye ko tunang dye ar aper upload gambar ko without ur permisi per ko raser
well
honestly ader r terharu sket but then perasaan menyampah dan menjengkelkan menerpa akalku.
buat maser sekarang ni aku just nak seorang lelaki yana memahami,can spend time with me when i need him and seorang yang supportive in anything im doing
takat nak control2 idop aku ker nak jadikan aku batu loncatan ker nak tido ngan aku ker bley blah..aku xhadap ar...n aku bukannyer memilih yang kayer ker aper..aku xpentingkan semua tu..aku boley cari duet halal daripada titik peluh aku sendiri
dah ar lelaki sekarang xley harap
thats why ar aku susah nk percayer ngan lelaki-lelaki ni bukan setakat di kl malah di setiap tempat di dunia hatta kat mekah sekalipon.welll
wat to say..otak aku memang dah ader tanggapan sebesgitu...aku perempuan yang berdikari dan tak harapkan lelaki untuk aku jalani kehiduan seharian except the men in my family..
before rayer ag aku dah planning nak berayer ngan member2 aku ni.. yer r..semua bz time cuti umum jek r ader maser untuk berjumper n bergurau senda...hehe actually i dont paln to get along with pecho aswad myra sue n dirg ni semua nk berayer..tapi entah camner nak jadikan cerita kitorang ader jodoh lak hari rayer ke 4 tu..huhuh...aku dengan mempoyokan diri start storm aku n memblahkan diri dari rumah aku selepas mak aku pon kua berayer ngan my bro..huhuhuhuh...ni gambar pertama yang aku amek time kua ngan aness,tqah n wani tyme rayer umah datin...da r bosan giler kitrang 4 org jek yg g..then otw tu aness ckp ptptn baru dapat 4 da 2nd intake..aku per ag..ajak r member2 ni nak g atmm...sejurus kemudian terus aku menyuruh aness yang bertindak sebagai mak supir kami pada hari itu menghala ke ecm...yer r maner ag kan nak lepak lao kat kuantan ni kan..x east coast mall megamall ar jawabnyer..xkan nk g kp kot...bohsyan tahap dewa tuhhh...ermmmm....
the next 4th ari rayer aku kua ngan ayu n terus amek dye kt kp then pusing balik g umah sue..penat gakkk...ermm..apakan daya yang len xdak lesen ag..ehehehe...ni lah hasilnyer..pas g umah sue kitorang nk g umah adda kat balok but then kene tunggu syeela n hanim kt petronas lak...setelah habis basah baju rayer ri tu baru r dourang ni sampai..terkezut aku tgk rambut baru syeela..ehehehe..ermmm..then pas g umah adda we re heading tu syeela home...raser g cam sekejap tapi biler dah jumper member samapi pagi pon bercerita xabes..ihihih...eermmm..itujek r yang kau nk citer kat sini..aku ni pon dah beku dah duk dalam lab ni..terpakser r nak online g lab coz broadband xbayar dowhh..heheheh..duiet sudah habis g soppin kt sg wang lollll.uhuhu...k r..ngntuk..nk balik tido n ptg ni kene g kelas titas n malam ader class public speaking lak
well..it is such a pleasure to celebrate eid with all my family eventhough ders only 8 persons of us.. even though this raya is not dat celebrate by us coz we're not that happy...actually we should move to our new house but then as some problems occur,so that we have to cancel that original plan..welll.back to the picture,this picture has been taken at my nanny's house which dated on the 1st rayer..
in addition i also update sum new pictures of our families...
Almost 4 months ago,our family went to kedah to attending abang epul's marriage with kak syakirin ..
There are many family of us whos attend this marriage.
we went to kedah by convoi and there were 6 cars from kuantan.
at kl we ve met with paklong and makbi's family..
Then we continued our journey to Kedah...
Only me and kak ila whos driving on our own and thats really makes me so happy.
We only stay at uum residentials house which is rent for anyone who want to use the accomodation..
The other reason why we choose to stay there because the location is close with the bride's house..
We only took 15 minutes to get to kak syakirin's house..
Only two days we stay at sintok and after that we were heading to Taiping to go for a sightseeing at Zoo Taiping which got the Nite Safari at that time..
Our family have loaded the whole train which contain 3 trains and many people staring at us at that time because we used to talk so loud and look very close with each other ..
We enjoyed ourselves there and thats the most unforgettable memory of mine which will remains forever in my life.
Before we're gong back to Kuantan,all the 4 cars stay at my bro's house and the house is very crowded with people till all the place even on thefull were full untill the main gate of the living room..Even though it was not as comfortable as in the hotel but its still make us feel comfortable cause we've got the experience to get sleep together at the same place and we were sleep everywhere on the floor..
The next morning,
we went to Mid Valley before we go home and having our lunch there...
Finally,i hope that our family can get the chance to gather again and do everything together..
he is her bestfriend since they are at the primary school.
let me tell u da truth about her..
since standard 6,shes so crazy about this boy..
but deep inside her heart
she thinks like this
"will dat cute boy become my boy one fine day?
dats cannot be,
im not his type,just forgot him"
she said with humble intonation.
started from dat day
shes only kept dreaming about him..
from days to days shes grew up and shes forgot about this lokman..
till one day ,
the fate has destinied them to meet.and she saw dat boy with his brother..
shes trying to act like theres was nothing..
but inside her heart she said,
"Oh My Gosh,i knew this boy,yes,i do"
dAts was the boy that shes always dreaming of..
Shes just looking at him and smile politely to him..Even though that was a long time ago but i still can remember that moment..
A moment later on,
shes received a message from him and the message sounds like this if im not mistaken,
"hye ja,ingat aku lagi tak?"
(of course ar aku ingat..xkan xingat..mamat ni poyo r..ko taw x aku pernah nek basekal keliling cenderawasih sebab nak cari umah ko..what the..huhuhu.)
dats the poyos thing ive ever done.
at that time,this gurl has his boy already and shes just accept this lokman as her friend.
even though she was with another guy,lokman keep trying to be her bestfriend..
why this gurl is so naive..?
cant shes saw the sincere heart of him?
hes so caring to her..
hes always by herside when shes need him
and
whenever she felt down this guy will notice that and kept calling and messaging her..
eventhough this gurl was sumtimes so stubborn and just ignore him..
but hes too nice to that gurl and thats impressed me..
now,at this time,
when shes just settled down in the university,
shes just missing dis boy
bacause the boy has flew away to dublin to further his study and left her alone in Malaysia..
At this moment,shes too missing him coz shes cannot meet him.shes cannot hangout with him and the obvious thing dat shes facing now is shes just missing him badly coz theres no one to ask her out again,ask her about his education stuff,asking her about fashion,and also telling her da experiences of his life..
As the prove thats shes really appreciate the relationship with this guy,she has rent a car as the tranportation to go to the klia just because she wanted to say gudbye to the guy..without knowing any maps to go to klia shes just force herself to be brave to drive for the 1st time heading to klia with her frens..And as the reward,shes grab the opportunity to say gud bye to him and this pic shows that..Shes got many things to tell him but then refused to say it because that guy just met her for several minutes because hes just too busy with another stuff. Shes just lending her ears and shook her head as the meaning shes letting him go and ill miss you at that little time..shes so unhappy coz she cant saw him before the flight because shes need to rushing driving back to the college..but inside her heart shes pray to God and hopefully he will be arrive at dublin safely.
Unfortunately,
after shes just sign in facebook,her heart was just broken again because shes just saw the pictures of that guy with a gurl and thats made this gurl so dissapointed..is that jealousy or wat?maybe this gurl should do sumthing to get this man back..Lets see whats happen then..
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