hidup seorang aku

kenapa..mengapa..bunga yang jatuh berguguran itu jatuhnya ke bawah dan bukan ke atas...biler?biler aku bisa menghadapi semue ini....aku bisa gumbira...diriku bisa nanges...apatah lagi hidup di kala sendirian...membuatkan aku mengimpikan sebuah hidup..hidup yang disulami perasaan cinta yang mekar tiap saat,minit dan jam yang berlalu tanpa disulami erti dusta dan juga keciwa..apakan daya jiwaku yang rapuh ni sudah tidak bisa menegakkan lagi kerakusan hati ini yang mendambakan detik yang telah lama berlalu itu..kini aku menapak kembali..dalam ketengangan mencari jiwa ku yang telah retak berdarah..benar..ku jumpa dia..dia yang telah merampas hatiku...tapi aku tidak pasti seberapa jauh desirenya terhadap aku..adakah dia juga sama seperti yang dulu..aku sudah tidak tahan lagi..hidup di bawah awan yang mendung..aku sebagai matahari..yang aku inginkan adalah matahari kepadaku..memberikanku sinar..sinar kebahagiaan yang ku nantikan selama ini..aku cuba..tapi dalam cubaanku itu tidak memberi apa-apa impak yang bisa merubah kisah cintaku.berapa kali ku mencuba tapi kebanyakannya telah berpunya namun masih ader rasa mahu memiliku walaopun mereka sedar diriku hanya lah orang ketiga..aku mahu yang kedua...dalam hidup seorang manusia bergelar lelaki..yang boleh membimbingku.yang sentyaser memberikan aku tmpt berteduh di kala hujan menitik ke bumi dan juga bahu untuk menumpang kasih dan cinta yang telah lama berkubur..kenapa semua ini harus aku yang menjadi latar dan karakter..adakah aku memegang watak antagonis atao protagonist..ya Allah...berikanlah kesediaan dalam setiap lapangann di jantungku untuk menerima segala takdir dalam kehidupanku..aku sayang kamu..cinta kamu..adakah kamu?

W.i.L(WHAT IS LOVE)

SEKARANG DAH ADER 3 ORG TUNGGU GILIRAN…CMNER NI..j,A,M..YANG MANER KU NAK PILIH NI…KAT YM LAGI NYERK ar RAMAI YANG DUK ADJUST..TAPI AKU RASER SEMUA NI XLEY GRAB CINTA AKU..SI J TERLALU MATURE UTK AKU..LAO DIFIKIRIN HES MATURE AND MAKE ME COMFORTABLE ALL THE TYME..DEKAT NGAN AKU..AND CARING SAL AKU..A PUN SMER..SELALU TOPUPKAN UTK AKU WALAOPUN KU XSURUH..ADUHH..BUT HES NICE TOO..ALWAYS LENDING EARS TO HEAR DA PROBS OF MINE…SUMTIMES KU KESIAN GILER KAT DIE BAB DYE TERLALU BAEK UNTUK AKU YANG TAK SEMPURNA NI..SENTIASA INGATKAN SUH SEMBHYANG SIAP SUH KU QADA SEMBAHYANG SUBUH AGI..ADUHH…TERHARU TAW..M NI KU BARU JEK KENAL..TAPI UMAH SEBELAH JEK…BLUM APE APE DA LEBEYH2..TAPI BOLEYH R GAK KAN..ERMMM…KU XTAW PER YANG KU CARI DARI DIORANG TAPI HATI AKU XPERNAH AGI RASER SAYANG YANG PERNAH AKU RASER TYME DENGAN EX DULU..KAT KOLEJ XDAK SORANG PON AGI YANG MENYENTUH JIWE AKU NI..YER AR LEPAK2 NGAN GUYS LAEN PON JARANG2 KAN CMNER LAH KU NAK CARI LAK KAN..HAHA..KATER ORANG CINTE TU AKAN DENGAN SENDIRINYE..MEMANG LAH DATANG DENGAN SENDIRI TAPI SEMUA YANG DATANG BUKAN TYPE AKU NAK WTPER GAK KAN?ADUIHHHHHH

sahabatku

Pada malam yang hening ni ku raser rindu r pulakzzz kat kacipzzz aku ni.(anny-cak n c boogie ni)bukan name sebenar
Ceriter bermuler begini
KisAh PaCak Ank DaRe UnCle Hamieed
~I met dis gurl for the 1st tyme maser dalam opis kolej 12…korunk nak taw dokkk..aku ni bukan r jenis yang skema gak kan…
Maser orientation week pon ku dah wat hal..disebabkan malas mendengar cermh yang hampeh ibarat lempeng basi tu aku pon dengan selamber nyer h jumper akak fasi…wat2 demam lahh pulokkk..padahal aku sehat walafiat….nak diteruskan ceriter berkaitan dengan penemuan aku ngan si pacak ni…
Aku terpandang r due ekor manusiya yang terlentang dengan port yang amat r strategic iaitu dalam selimut yang tebal…dalam benakku ni ku agak dahhhh…siot dak due ekor niyhh…ader ker dyorg g bantai nyer tido…hahha….tu lah 1st impression ku kt cak n niesah…opsss luper nak mention sal niesah dye ni rumet si pacak yang paling sporting dah r cun lak tuwhhh…hu8..ku dah agak tyme tu dak due ekor ni mmg spesies cam aku gak ni..hidop mesti slumber..ho9..n sementelah itulah juga detik persahabatan aku ngan si cak bermuler..sekarang ni lao xduk kaco dak2 ni sehari pon ku dah rinduuu,,nak2 tyme dye wat perangai lahabau sangap shopping dye tu sampai simpul biawak r kaki ku dibuatnyer…nak2 lao dah sampai sogo tu…huhuhu…tapi biler sampai klcc muler r pening kepaler xtaw nak beli per..duet ptptn banyak sgt sampai rabun ayam si kacaip adikku sayang ni..uhuhuhu

kiSah anNyRul And jWa bOOgIe

~pempuan due orang ni ku xpernh tgk diorg berenngang..tyme orientasi makhluk durjana due org ni gak r yang selalu lewat nak2 time kat dewan putra 2 tu..byaser r kan lao dah jumper kacip dari skol yang samer maner leyh berenngang kann..ahahaha..berenggang…uhuk2..yang bestnyer tyme dulu tu aku ngan c anny n jua ni leyh jadi kacip cozz anny samer group ngan ku under si mamat poyo tu per ntah namernyer..hahaha….n aku lak selalu borak ngan si anny bab dye ni mesra alam giler..so tu yang mengacipkan kami berdue…jua lak suker r interprem lamer2 tu kami bertige get along together gather…
Perangai anny yang giler
~anny sangat r touchng orgnyer….lao kene marah pon lex jek ku tengok…de zass jekkk…walaopon gitu…anny lahh org yang bertannggungjawab membangunkan si cak n jua teap2 pagi..aku pon samer….lao aku terlambt seap carikan baju utk ku lagi n katil aku pon kadang2 anny yyang kemas…
Jwa yang terboogie
~jua ni sangat outstanding n very competitive..dye jugak determined dengan per yang dye lakukan n did the very best so dat org akan notice kehadiran dye..ku xkesah pon…yang penting ku dah backup dye tyme ader seliseh paham ngan rumet dye yang kesialan tu..xbley blah dowhhhh…ku lah yang koya budget hero r konon..uhuhhuh.

Itulah serba sedikit alkisahnyer malam ni..alamak ni cam dah lewat jek ku raser..nk titun r jap
huhuhuh

my cca4477

i mis my lil car.


but mine is in kl..
dats my sis whos using it rite now
im feel so alone without my baby car
ermmm
nowhere to go
coz im so tired of drivin my moms storm
n my dads merc
even my 2nds mom crv
i need my my lil baby

ermmm
when can i get my baby back
coz theyre waitin for their new harrier
i do need my car so desperately
my parents will never let me bring my car along with me coz they said
theres nowhere to park my car n what so ever
but deepest in my heart
i knew it already
coz they re really worry if im goin anywhere
especially im realy2 a bad gurl driver
n fiercely on the road
hahahaha
dats ridiculoUs
IM sick of this

dATS the reason why i do went shoppin without their permission
usually im takin ktm from serdang and went for a shopping at klcc,sg wang,mid valley,pavilion and etc

my mind is stickin at a moment when my parents when for a holiday without bringin me along coz ive got exam to attend
im so naughty at that time
went to my dads house and change my lil baby with his luxurious car
at that tyme i just went for a sight seeing with my gurlfren
then suddenly the auto window at the back cannot be close
i was so afraid at that time n im driving straightly to the accesories shop
luckily the mechanic can fix the window but it was so ashamed for unable to pay for the service which cost rm 4o cause my money has gone for the fuel.
luckily timoh got the money and paid for the service
dat was the unforgettable moment in my life..hihihi

i miss my car..
dats what i want to mentioned here
huhu

my 12 th college

Its all about my college…my 12th college.For the 1st time ive been here,The world is like
WTH & OMG
Its kinda weird for being in this college for the 1st time.But then I think its quite fun though
I walk along the pathway Alone Thinking would myself can cope thru all this?
Deepest in my heart said
‘yeahh babe of course,u gonna make it true”
From day to day i am so excited to study bout da new environment which I have to get thru for this 3 years onwards.
My coursemate is sumhow crazy yet brainy
They re lookin odd to me at the first sight
But when the times goes by everyone seemss nice and friendly
The Lecturer s also are very dedicate and frenly too…
The most important thing,
I get thru all this
I gain new friends and also bffs
And The happening roommate is like a GiVen from YOU
Ive enjoyed bein ere ands its quite sad for the holidays when the flowers is goin to bloom
BOOgIE
PaCAK
mAKTam
der my new bffs that meant a lot for me
der oweys der
Oweys backin up when I wuz down
N
I Love U guys! & LY 12TH College
X.O.X.O

Lyrics | K-C & Jojo - All My Life lyrics

the lyrics is very meaningful to me..hope to have a guy to dedicate this lovely song to me one day

Baby (x11)

I'm So Glad...

I Will Never Find Another Lover
Sweeter Than You
Sweeter Than You
And I Will Never Find Another Lover
More Precious Than You
More Precious Than You
Girl You Are..
Close To Me You're Like My Mother,
Close To Me You're Like My Father,
Close To Me You're Like My Sister,
Close To Me You're Like My Brother
And You Are The Only One My Everything
And For You This Song I Sing....

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

I'd Send You All That I'm Thinking Of........Baby

Said I Promise To Never Fall In Love With A Stranger
You're All I'm Thinking Of
I Praise The Lord Above
For Sending Me Your Love
I Cherish Every Hug
I Really Love You

All My Life (Ohhhh..Baby, Baby)
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I...That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

You're All That I Ever Know,
When You Smile All My Face Always Seems To Glow,
You Turned My Life Around,
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down,
You're All That I've Ever Known,
When You Smile My Face Glows
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down
Say...You're All That I've Ever Known
When You Smile My Face Glows
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down
And I Hope That You
Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

And All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I ..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

(Fading)
And All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God That I...That I Finally Found You.....